Busy or Hurried?

I was reading this morning in Soul Keeping (John Ortberg) about the difference between busyness and hurriedness. He described the difference as one is external (busyness) and the other is internal (hurriedness).

How true that is. All of us have lives that are busy. It is almost unavoidable in today’s western culture. We cannot escape all the things that are required of us to function in this way of life. Even if we decided that we wanted to be a hermit, there is still the need to procure food to feed ourselves, the resultant work that is required at some level, and the personal care for our physical, emotional and spiritual circumstances. But the moment we step into marriage, family, community and a robust work life, we complicate our daily existence and multiply our busyness.

But, as Ortberg writes, hurriedness is a product of our mindset or the condition of our soul. It is an internal pace that we have control over. 

Either we allow it to rule us, or we intentionally manage it.    

At this moment I am not busy. I have an abundance of time available. But internally I have a feeling of drivenness, or hurry if you will. What it does to me is to steal away the present, to be fully “in the moment”.  

As I write I find myself being distracted. I get up and walk around although there is nothing that requires my attention. It is not a pressure from the outside in, but rather from the inside out. A couple of little yellow birds catch my eye – I get up and throw some bread crumbs to them. I am present for a few seconds, and then I focus elsewhere.

How do I control this internal pressure? I must cultivate it intentionally – practice it by taking my thoughts captive. 2 Cor. 10:5 says making them obedient to Christ. Obedient in what way? Perhaps it implies obedience to rest, to pursue peace, to be available to God and to others.

In counseling we often talk about changing our thoughts, our inner conversations. All of our outward behaviors begin with our inner thoughts. My reactivity in relationships begins with my inner conversations. When that inner dialog is not hurried, I have time to process and make good decisions. But when my anxious mind tells me that I must make a quick decision, I can really blow it. It has nothing to do with being busy, but everything to do with the state of my soul.

The apostle Paul was probably plenty busy warding off trouble and being involved with the business of evangelism. But I suspect he was in control of his inner life. Otherwise he couldn’t have written the following:

2 Cor. 4:8-9 We are hard pressed on every side, but not crushed; perplexed, but not in despair; persecuted, but not abandoned; struck down, but not destroyed.

 I think there is a message in there for us as well.

The Many Faces Of Counseling

I suspect that there are some who view counseling somewhat narrowly, based on what they have heard from others or seen depicted on television or in the movies. But the truth is that the field of counseling, as one of the helping or healing arts is very broad.

 Yes, deep psychotherapy is certainly one aspect. Especially where there has been significant trauma, intense work is often needed to bring a person to a place of stability. Because the traumatized person will tend to dysregulate when presented with a triggering event, the brain needs to be retrained to current reality. But this is only one type of counseling.

There are acute events that we would label a crisis, such as a significant car accident, an assault or sudden death. These will usually need immediate support, frequently starting with close friends or family. A counselor might be there from the start, but may be called upon later to process out the feelings of loss. These situations can be traumatic, but they are current as opposed to other forms of early or long term trauma. This is the essence of grief counseling.

Then there are chronic issues of anxiety, depression and personality disorders etc., from minor to severe which require the expertise of a therapist. They are often the presenting issues that motivate a client to ask for help.

Another type is what we would simply call “counsel”. This might be a one off session where a person is seeking advice on a current decision. Pastors and others who are experienced and considered wise can be sought after for their input. There might be a need for spiritual or some other clarification.

Spiritual counseling, often done by clergy or other biblically trained laity walks a person through the teachings of their faith and helps a person understand how to live out the spiritual path they have chosen. It is also known as spiritual direction or spiritual coaching.

Preparatory counseling is a process that is often pursued by those who are contemplating engagement or marriage. It might involve therapy, but usually is more about discovering any blind spots or talking through any unexplored areas of the relationship. This is usually a shorter process, but may continue if significant issues are revealed.

Marriage or relationship counseling can be either reparative or strengths-building. Most couples have hard seasons for one reason or another and find having an outside mediator helpful in processing conflicts or difficult decisions. Usually these are presented to us counselors as problems with communication. It is also very common for couples seek counseling when there has been a trust break in a relationship that needs repairing.

Supportive psychotherapy can be a longer term counseling relationship. This might be where someone has processed through deeper issues and now needs ongoing support to stay on track and directed forward. This might be better described as coaching or mentoring, because it is growth focused and instructive. But it is still a type of counseling.

The one closest to my heart has often been labeled as “re-parenting”, but sometimes is actually better described as substitute parenting because of conditions experienced during childhood years. Parents might have been physically or emotionally missing, or abusive or neglectful. Whatever form of abandonment was present, it left a hole in the person’s upbringing. I consider it especially endearing and a great privilege to step into the role of a dad figure in someone's life.

Underneath my labels sit a plethora of therapeutic approaches and modalities which are the tools of the profession. I am sure that other counselors and therapists could add to my list, but these are the ones that have occupied most of the counseling hours in our practice at The Relationship Center.

Are You in a Relationship With a Passive Controller?

When we think about controlling people, we usually think about active controllers – those people who impose their will on others aggressively. They are easy to spot because they pursue us with their needs and wants. We don’t have to go looking for them.

But there are also passive controllers.

Passive controllers are much more subtle. It’s not what they do, but rather what they don’t do that ends up controlling you. They use tools like silence or guilt to control. They ignore doing things that need to be done, and wait until you step up and do them. Their “patience’ can be exasperating.

We have a saying; “The most passive person wins.” What we mean is passive control is often more powerful than active control. If you are upset about something and I do not respond, you will likely get more upset. If I still do not respond you may likely get even more upset. You are losing control of your emotions, but I have lost nothing. I smugly point out your lack of self control, while I point out how “reasonable” I am being. I am in complete control.   

What can you do when you encounter a passive controller?

Detach emotionally – become more passive than they are – at least about matters concerning them.

                                                               

For example: If you need a response from your spouse about attending an event, but they keep putting you off about a decision – decide to attend alone, if you want to go. Make plans without them.

Another example: If you have a family member that always seems to make you late by dragging their feet when getting ready to go somewhere, then when it’s time to leave, just leave – and leave them behind.

Will they be upset? Yes. Will they learn to be more respectful of you? Hopefully.

You will need to learn to manage your own uncomfortable feelings as you resist the control. It is possible that you will feel resentful that you have to set up boundaries.  But it is also likely that you have felt resentful when you have given in to unreasonable behavior from others in the past. When you set up healthy boundaries at least you will feel good about yourself.

The goal is not to be mean or inflexible in our resistance to the passive control, but rather to learn to both respect others as well as respect ourselves.  

Think about your own behavior. Are you a passive controller? Do you live with one? How is this affecting your life, or your relationships?